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I wouldn’t call myself an optimist. I like to think of myself as a realist. But, let’s be honest, that’s just a fancy marketing-type term for pessimist, isn’t it? In the past, I have frequently and compulsively let myself mope and ruminate about all the awful things in life. It’s kind of a chicken and egg thing with the depression; do I feel depressed because of the negative thoughts, or do I think negative thoughts because of the depression? When I began treating my depression and anxiety, I had to confront my own thinking patterns. The negative thoughts were not helping me. If I wanted to be happy, I had to learn to think more positively, or, at the very least, realistically about things. Instead of telling myself ‘Today is going to be hellish,’ I had to begin telling myself ‘Today might be a good day; I won’t know until I get on with it.’ The change in perspective has helped a little, though it’s not a pancea. There’s a bit of a learning curve to it, but eventually it starts to feel natural to challenge the negative thoughts. I assume the eventual goal is that you don’t have all the negative thoughts to challenge, but that seems like a distant goal at this point. Now, here’s my confession: sometimes I still let myself mope and ruminate and relish in those terribly negative thoughts. I do this for two reasons. The first reason is that it allows for a cathartic release. Once in a while, I curl up in bed and think awful things and have a cry. Sometimes I feel better after. Not always. Sometimes I feel worse. But the times that I feel better allow me to justify it in my own mind. The second reason is to combat anhedonia. I spend a lot time comfortably – or uncomfortably – numb. Sometimes it seems like I don’t feel much of anything. Letting myself think negative thoughts and feel bad for a while serves as a reminder that I do have feelings, no matter how well I manage to push them down most of the time. I wonder if this doesn’t make me a bit like an addict. Perhaps I’m addicted to feeling bad. I’ve spent so much of my life feeling miserable that there’s a certain amount of comfort in it. Still, I know this won’t help me to get better, so I try not to do this too often. But let’s look on the bright side since that’s what we ought to do: at least I don’t mope all the time anymore. Any progress is good.

wtf am ranting on a helpdesk tag...

I just think tags are given out to easy for limited play time...

I played years son before my account on this server I played All fps and ARC back in the day I stayed away from straya as they had way to many players on server hence the lag we all get..my account started on arma 3.. 4 years back..no greenhorn comments please..

who has 1000hrs game time on straya servers not many.. vet tags should be used then..not how much shit you talk..

**** me this is cool I need to get this game asap..fk arma 3

Can anyone explain why altis life server costs more to run then wasteland.are we just drag server of the main one not a real dedicated server hence the massive server lag..

well that clears that up.. thanx

Altis life is a more powerful...why? I don't understand!! More powerful as one of the mains play it maybe..? Why would a less populated server be given more power?

Fill it with construction buildings no ty.. haven't we learnt anything from stratis wastland in last few months.. keep it simple.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3vyHTZ-32E

im up for invite to your indie group :] BTW 3000hrs plus wasteland = vet im sure.. most don't even have 1000hrs idk how it works u tell me ps.after reading your post properly spmg 2k away vs lynx im pulling out a titan. BL ALI

If ya say so... but then again I have had similar things like this happen to me in Arma 3 but not to this extreme.does anything like this happen in other games.? I to have lost a card or 2 after they started to artifact but it looked a little different to this before they died....check temps when this happens see if you get high heat spikes as high heat can cause artifacts..

Agree with post above. Then again I don't fly..is there much difference.

Delete game redownload/before playing check integrity of game cache or do this step before deleting to see if it works..

Can mine have a crown anywho I'll be back in few weeks.

Server event should be what a couple of the boys did late at night when there wasn't many on we had 4 pawnees last survivor wins looked insane at night to without thermal gogs on

Isn't the server event some random jet that crashes within 5min of spawning

2pac/biggie.. It got boring when it went silent..