As you all may know last night I replied to Augnov's helpdesk application showing that he had 'lied' about his in the form of breaking down the application and critiquing ever piece of it openly for you all to see, after looking back on my actions I did not think that something I would do as a joke with someone who I met outside of SG before I actually realised they were apart of SG would cause this much turmoil and drama, when I was copy and pasting it in the reply box I was thinking that It would be funny and that Augnov would approach me afterwards and talk about it with me and that we would laugh and to be quite honest with you all, he would get helpdesk, because the truthful part of that application is that he has been with SG for a long time and deserves that position, my actions in terms of having a joke with a friend have clearly been turned sour in terms of how the community feels and how Augnov feels, completely opposite of my intentions when created that reply. So for that I apologise to Augnov, that is not the way that someone of my stature should act towards a community member.
As for the rest of the community, I am not going to openly discuss my goings on recently however those that are entitled to the apology will understand where I am coming from, recently my overall quality and behaviour has been extremely below par, I have been a shit head to be quite honest. I have not treated you all fairly in-game, in-helpdesk or in teamspeak. I am supposed to be somone that the community looks up to but lately it has been the opposite and you all look down on me, which I completely understand, and for that I would like to apologise to those who have been effected by this, you know who you are.
Finally, I wish to turn this around as best as I can so from now on I will re-think my actions and view them from the perspective of a community member and think, will that action get me in trouble in terms of within the community, will that make me look bad etc. I have not been doing that lately but I assure you all of that is going to change as of now.
So in conclusion, I apologise to @Augnov and the others who know who they are. I fucked up, big time. Please accept my apology. As most of you know how proud and righteous I am this has been difficult for me to write, so please appreciate it, or if not appreciate it recognise that I do care and that things will change.